fuck fuck fuck

gah so much shit is happening ot me and i cant talk to anyone about it. god. i like someone so much but i cant tell anyone. not even kevin. then my sister starts being the biggest bitch to me. forcing me to go to the beach tomorrow or tuesday. i have my reasons for not going. i will be exhausted tomorrow. and if we go tuesday i will be sick the next day (as always) and wednesday is my birthday party. GOD!!!!!!!!