So sick, so sick of being tired.
And oh so tired of being sick.
Taking Back Sunday - You Know How I Do
im just so sick of everything. i wish it would all go away. just end. what do you do when you feel like this? i mean. ive tried cutting, everything i could think of. i write to get things off my chesta nd out of my head and the shit i try doesnt work. i draw. that doesnt work either. the only time im happy is when im at school with my friends. i actually have friends. that makes me happy. but now i hate life cuz im too fucking sick to go to school. i just HATE IT!
when im at school i tend to forget about the shittyness of my life. i just think of how i get to make joke and actually laugh for real with my friends. like today. i wasnt in school, but when Geri came over after school and Geri, Cara, and I all laughed and made joke i felt GOOD about it. really and truly. it doesnt happen much anymore. its like i have to pretend to be happy. gah.
i suppose this is the end of my ranting.
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